fade-to-black??

The actual reason which prompted me to write this blog, is a sad demise of my collegemate..
But the thing that forced me 2 write this is the attitude of ppl and the way they took his death..
I expected a unrest situation in collg after the incident.But to my utter dismay i found ppl from my class[the guy was from IT],were completely normal the very next day.Even those who were a witness to his corpse.ppl from my class were not even consoling the frns of his citing reason that They-Had-No-Words!!But gave more than mouthful while dicussing it within their own clan!!To stamp them as insensitive faggots would be polite and humble of me..Some were on my nerves when they made comments like..why the hell did he have to come all the way to commit suicide in collg
accusations that he did it for a gal who spurned his proposal..and some[couples] said that tutorial room's would be closed so they didnt have any place to study[READ MAKE OUT!!]and what not!!..Im not pretendin to pose a holier-than-thou image..or lead a candle light procession to cleanse thy soul or some philosophical shit..
I just ponder at my inability to understand normal ppl under normal circumstances..Ive considered myself good at judgin people like psychs,racists,cynics,wannabe's,intellects,bummers and eccentric's alike..But normal ppl hell NO!!
What made them normal lemme..explain..Iam pretty new to mumbai..so when my freinds gave me a piece of their head,tat no1 has time to stand and stare..or at the maddened pace at which the city moves..and the people who adapt to such environment are fit and normal..gush..
Could it be that exams were approachin so they did not have time to pray for his piteous soul..Or the fact that he commited suicide,so they do not have respect for him.one question to You.Would you have "honoured" his death by firing 21 bullets in air if he died under natural circumstance?Why can't they come into terms that he is no more..
Frankly i did not expect any sign of worry,but at least thought that such trying circumstances could u-know-im outta words..
If this was the case,the owner of the shop where he n his buddies used to smoke asked me..whats the cast of the boy?Is he the sole son of his family?His sympathies were for his father..that their son wud be no more to fulfill his last rituals..I do not understand such bastards..Such questions fill my thoughts and when i share them,they say that iam immature..[reminding me of my X's words while ditchin me!!]..I just wish i could understand such people and the tyranny of wild thoughts in my head R.I.P...Amen..hope ur soul is at peace SURAJ!